My 2018 Conclusion.

Assalamualaikum and hi all :)

Can't believe that next 2 weeks gonna be 2019. Honestly 2018 is a normal year for me. No hype things happened. I learned to cry multiple times continuously. I learned to accept fate. I learned to control emotions. I learned that cut will result to blood and blood is bad. I learned hardship exist. I learned to lose people. I learned to let myself as it is. I don't excited so much in 2018. I've looking forward to nothing in 2018. 

I do keep motivating myself to move forward. I do try to live my life to beyond ordinary. I blame myself a lot this year. Like seriously A  L O T ! I believe in whatever I try to improve may not be a reality due to I dont have heart while doing it. I dont know where my soul located. I live my life according to the flow. Still, I thank ALLAH for not lose my way towards Him. Alhamdulillah.

Despite all the things that I want to prove to myself that I can be better, push myself harder, I'm glad that I have beautiful family who always make sure that I never starve. There are people who always knock my room's door and said, "Qem, makan.." Alhamdulillah for that.

I always wanna improve my life, my self every morning I wake up. Maybe it's just in my mind and I dont show the actions. So, I dont want to continue being this way for a long time. I believe everything that I am facing now gonna be balanced. well managed and gone in awesome way. Yesss! I believe I need to improve my mindset before ANYTHING plus with keep praying to Allah. Only ALLAH can help me in whatever situation I'm facing inside and outside.

Oh not to mention that I am blessed to have a bunch of group people at my workplace. I experienced a lot of new and positive things at my workplace. Alhamdulillah :) I am at my high spirit when it comes to going to work. I am always excited to start my morning with my job. Alhamdulillah :)

So that all concluded what my 2018 meaning to me. Hoping for better in 2019. In shaa ALLAH :)

Great tomyum everyone? TIGER LILY guys!

p/s: My 2019 gonna be hot and delicious like TOM YUM! Yummilicous! Makes your tongue wanna taste the sourness and your throat thirst for more. I'm READY! I'm READY! I'm READY!

Are you?

Love,

A.Aqma